Happy Halloween everyone!

Label: - 31 Oktober 2010

I'm not really sure whether halloween celebrated on 30th or 31st of October. Some people said it celebrated on 30th October and some others said the otherwise. Whenever it is, happy halloween! :D
Actually there's no halloween in Indonesia. There's no costume party at college, there's no children going out looking for some candies, there's no trick or treat, there's no decoration for halloween, too bad right?
But, i just figured out (last night from twitter) there's halloween party out there! At x2, or equinox or something like that. interesting ;) perhaps i'm going to try it next year. perhaps.
Anyway, i'm just figured out about something too last night. pretty shocked, but it's okay. it's your own choice, since i don't have any right to take control of you anymore. i concern about you, i don't want you to be that way. well, i hope you read this honestly. or perhaps, your friend will let you know.
Btw it's sunday morning right now. and i'm awake and can't sleep anymore. *sighhhh*
i hate to wake too early on weekend :(

see ya ;)

a little touch from me

Label: , - 18 Oktober 2010

Wow, it's really been a looongg time i haven't write anything here :) everything supposed to be so fine for me. i broke up with my boyfriend (my ex-boyfriend for now on). we can't stand into this relationship anymore, and we can't force thing right? so here we are, in our own way. trying to figuring out the main purpose of our own life. so many dreams and plans we've made, which i know they won't realized. perhaps they will, but we're not going to realize them together ;) i'll always always pray for you and for me, for both of us, because i know God has a really good plan for us, in the separate way of course.
I'm a little bit surprised when I found this is not really hard for me. Idk why, but this is really how I felt, and i know this is not hard for you too. Maybe this is just the way it supposed to be :)
Sooo i decided to keep focused in my study, my job, my side job, my friendship, my family, my church, ALL of it. i can't even remember how was my life before. what usually i did to spend my time, funny right?hahaha. so i'm going to figure it out again, keep busy, enjoying every single second in my weekend. Gbm ;)

anyway i'm going to celebrate my birthday in about 2 weeks from now. not really excited, i don't want to get older!hahaha

hello :)

- 16 Agustus 2010

Hello! :) it's been a loooooong time since i haven't update my blog. i'm not really miss it honestly. i'm kind of enjoying shout almost everything in my twitter account.

now i'm on my holiday, if i could call this as a holiday since i didn't go anywhere outside this town, until september 20th. too long i guess. -___-
i already get result of the last 6 months in college. it was awesome :D i got 3,71. it's decrease from my last result, but it's okay, it still a beautiful number for me. hahaha

penerangan taraaaaaa

Label: - 30 Mei 2010

i'm home! gue baru aja pulang dari RHDR ato Retret Hidup Dalam Roh. yang sebenernya g ikut karena kebetulan iseng doank. tp bener" bersyukur g ikut retret ini :)
oh anyway, kali ini gue bakal SARA tentang agama gue, jadi kalo merasa males baca ato sejenisnya, feel free to click the x button :)
retret ini terdiri dari 6 session
session 1 : cinta kasih Allah
session 2 : penyelamatan
session 3 : karunia roh kudus
session 4 : pertobatan/rekonsiliasi
session 5 : pencurahan roh kudus
session 6 : pertumbuhan
kalo ditanya session mana yang paling gue suka ato yang paling berkesan, menurut gue semua bagus semua punya makna semua berkesan. hahaha. inti yang paling gue dapet dari retret ini adalah, tiap orang uda menerima roh kudus pas dibabtis, pas sakramen tobat, dan pas krisma. tp roh kudus ini biasanya diendapin di bagian bawah. di retret ini diumpamain seperti nutrisari bubuk yang dimasukin k segelas air, tapi nggak diaduk. jadi cuma ngendep di bawah, kalo diminum juga rasanya tetep tawar. nah di retret ini, gue diajak untuk bisa 'mengaduk' supaya roh kudus yang ngendep di dalam diri gue bisa show up lah istilahnya. i'm so excited. tapi juga takut tentang pencurahan roh kudus. terutama soal bahasa roh dan lain sebagainya. bahkan sebelom gue mulai, gue uda yakin banget gue gak bakalan bisa ni sampe ke bahasa roh.
dan jadi lah beneran pas pencurahan roh kudus, gue nggak dapet apa". pas didoain sih nangis, tapi uda nggak lebih. nggak merasa sensasi kaya yang diceritain pembicara" sebelomnya. hahaha. well, i thought ini gara" gue nggak bener" percaya, nggak bener" menyerahkan diri sepenuhnya, masi bingung, masi nggak biasa, bla bla bla. but so far, this is really a great one :)
dan sekarang, kaki super pegel gara" outbond kemaren. cukup bingung gimana kuliah besok :(
and anyway, proficiat buat para panitianya. great job. friendly. funny. gokil deh. hahaha

memorial

Label: - 14 April 2010

and finally i give up for this. thanks for everything dear :)

have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside?

Label: - 12 Maret 2010







































In memoriam

- 02 Maret 2010

kecelakaan mobil di Menteng yg uda makan 3 korban jiwa amat sangat nyesek banget. :( banyak berita yang simpang siur yang gk tau mana bener mana salah,
  1. korban yang meninggal ada 3 : Nikita Putri, Rio Hartanto, dan Erfin Januar
  2. korban yg luka parah ada 2 : Lisya Kosasih, Nicho
  3. mobil turun dari flyover Kuningan, ke arah Menteng dgn kecepatan 120 kmph di tikungan
  4. mobil nabrak pembatas taman, nabrak pagar rumah dari besi, jungkir balik gk tau berapa kali, sampe akhirnya berhenti dgn posisi terbalik (roda di atas)
  5. Rio mental sampai ke kanopi rumah yang ditabrak, tewas seketika
see? miris banget. apalagi mereka semua masi muda", paling gede 19 tahun. :( kebayang gk sih keluarga yang ditinggalin. and terutama pacar yang dtinggalin. fyi, g sempet mampir k account fb pacarnya Nikita, and i can't stop my tears. kasian banget ngeliat status"nya, ngeliat wall"nya ke fbny Nikita. apalagi hari mereka kecelakaan itu tepat 1 tahun mereka pertama kali ketemu, dan bbrp hari lg mereka 1 taonan. :(
baru tau juga kalo Lisya itu pacarnya Rio. dan dy sekarang masi kritis baru operasi keluarin darah beku dari otak. dy masi gk tau gimana keadaan temen"nya. kebayang gk begitu dy tau dy bakalan gimana? apalagi yang meninggal juga pacarnya.
dan yang bawa mobil (Nicho) kehilangan sebelah matanya. gak kebayang gimana ceritanya bisa sampe begitu. halaman rumah yang mereka tabrak katanya juga banjir darah. OMG



keadaan terakhir Lisya

so guys, bawa mobil hati" yaa. mungkin emang kalian mikirnya pake mobil lebih aman daripada motor, tapi kalo sampe kecelakaaan parah banget kan? be careful
and i give my deepest condolence for Nikita Putri, Rio Hartanto, and Erfin Januar's family and relations. be strong and pray for them. amen

anw i'm sorry for the wrong information, since i didn't really know the fact and i got the information from other web

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