over loaded of love

Label: , - 17 April 2011

Have you ever felt this way, when you're feeling like so full of love. Extremely full that you think you can't load them in your heart. I am! :D
I really really really grateful, for everything happened. I DO believe that everything happened for a reason, and i finally found the reason why that happened and this happened and so on. I believe every pain and every tears I've ever felt brought me to this beautiful part of my life. Gave me the strength to face everything.
And most of all, I'm so grateful for your presence in my life. I have your name in my pray every night, how I'm feeling so blessed to have you right here with me, to support me, to make me laugh, to be my mood-booster, and specially to love me. You have no idea how much I love you, dear :)

With my favorite pilot :)

breaking news

Label: - 02 Maret 2011

I just read my last post, it's about a month later. and i have to tell you, there are soooo many things happened in a month. the first thing is i had a week of holiday in Bali, seriously it was fun and i'd love to visit Bali again ANYTIME! such a beautiful and full of cultures island, and you should have a culinary trip there. I have some recommended places to go, note this!
  1. Babi Guling Bu Oka, at Ubud
  2. Naughty Nuri's Spare Ribs, at Ubud
  3. Bridges Bali, at Ubud
  4. Ultimo Italian Restaurant, at Seminyak
  5. Ku De Ta, at Seminyak
  6. last but not least, Bamboo Corner at Poppies Lane :p
honestly there are so many things i'd love to write about my trip in Bali, but i'm not in a mood and i didn't have any photo to be posted. i will, soon ;)
the second thing happened is, me and mr lovely officially in a relationship. this is such a long story to told. he gave me a teddy bear at midnight feb 14th. with the notes written there 'would you be my valentine?' in french. that's soooo sweet! i'm so speechless since no one ever treat me that sweet. he's just too lovely right? i knew i'm afraid about many things through this relationship, but both of us decided to go on with this decision, supporting each other, loving each other. i also knew he's a super busy man, and with him, there's no saturday night to spend together. never mind, i'll take the risk :)
the third thing is, i finally got the result of my last 6 months' study. i got 3.56 this semester and 3.725 at all. not bad, i even think this is quite good for me. thanks God :) i really need Your guidance for the next years above in my study. Amen!
i'm feeling so good at all. i really should thanks God for everything happened, the good and the bad, specially the bad things happened in the past. i found out, that everything really out of our control. it's all about His way for us, the only human. everything will be right in the end, beautifully. i love you dear God o:)

p.s: i love you anw

FREEDOM (soon)

Label: , - 28 Januari 2011

I just got home after Managerial Finance final exam. i feel sooooo happy yeayyy! tomorrow is my last exam before super long HOLYday! excited excited :)
last night i feel so, numbed. seriously. i just found out a little surprising fact. i can't deny that i'm not really fine for now. but i really grateful that i haven't choose you yet. i almost actually. but it's over. you quit, and i'm done, and we're done. thanks to God that i didn't give you my all.
But anyway, i miss your presence. i will handle this, i really do. i just find out, that everything that supposed to be together will be together in the end. just let it be. let me flow with the wind. i'm totally curious about you hey mr.lovely. i'm dying to know what's your plan, what's your next step, WHEN's your next step. i'm just sure about you, but i'm not sure about us. there are too much differences, too far distance, i'm afraid for many things. i don't want these things going up too fast. slowly but sure.
i'm sorry anw, these are just some random thoughts. i never assume anyone to read this, because i didn't public my blog's url. see ya soon!

Sym sym sym W

heyho!

Label: - 09 Januari 2011

It's Sunday, and it's raining outside, and here I am in my room listening to Canon all the time. My favorite! Too bad, these situation bring me into a 'galau' time. This is such a trending word for now hahaha
I'm feeling blue, sad, for no reasons. weird. but actually i've felt this for several days. idk why, perhaps what i felt is a loneliness. i don't get it why i should feel lonely since i never lonely at all. i mean, you should read my previous post, you'll know why ;) because they always fill my day. oh and anyway, i think i've choose one of them. the lovely oneeee *blushing* hihihi
next week i'm going to have my final exam. so excited, 2 weeks of exams, and then 1.5 months of holiday. woohooo. here i come Bali and Bandung :D gonna be an exciting holiday, don't you think so?
well i've no idea what i need to write anymore, so i think i'm going to sleep or gym. see ya!

dilema

Label: - 26 Desember 2010

Hey, i just watched Indonesia vs Malaysia final match in AFF Suzuki Cup. and it was sucksssss! some of Malaysian supporter used laser light to hit Indonesian player so they couldn't see well. SUCK malaysia!! Indonesia lose 3-0. it's okay, we'll beat you back on 29th hey Malaysia!!
But this is not the main purpose why i choose to write today :) lately, i had crushES in two boys. the first one just so lovely, seriously, really a lovely boy. tall, handsome, quite smart, diligent, kind, religious, caring. such a perfect one, right? the other one can't be describe as a lovely boy. quite lazy, smoker, not a religious one, well actually you can describe him as a bad one. i knew exactly which one to choose, the lovely one. but for me, these 2 boys have their own interest. i'm so confused :s which one to choose? guide me, dear God :(

my very first time

- 19 Desember 2010

Hello!! It's 12AM right now, and i just got home. Last night was my very first time go to the night club. and there's only 1 word to describe last night : AMAZING. hahaha. well i know i used to judge clubbing as a bad thing. but lately i change my mind, and i decided to try it by myself. it was my friend's 21st birthday, and we had so much fun! hahaha
at first, i never thought Tribeca would be this small, but still it full of people and smoke and drunk! i looked at the dance floor and a lil bit confused because it's just so small. me and my friend sat on the sofa and looked around. we drank coke, at first, and still looked around. then we drank coke mixed with jack daniel and we finally got lil bit tipsy. i felt like, my head just spinning around. everything just so blur, and what i want to do is just dance. such a super fun night. hahaha
i didn't captured any pic, since it's so dark in there. but you shud try ;)

Piles of presents

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Gift have been part of christmas ever since the kings ɑnd shepherds brought presents for Jesus. Families ɑnd friends buy each other presents, but other people bring them too. Long ago in Turkey, there lived a bishop named Nicholas. Nicholas loved to give children presents ɑnd help the poor. He was such a good man he became St. Nicholas. Today he's known as Santa Claus or father Christmas.

A story about St Nicholas why stockings are left out :
There was once a man who had three daughters, but he was too poor to pay for their weddings. 'We'll never be married' sighed one, as she washed their stockings ɑnd hung them over the fire to dry. St Nicholas was walking by ɑnd heard her. Late that night, he dropped a shower of golden coins down the chimney. When the sisters found the gold in their stockings, they were thrilled. Their father was delighted, 'it must be a gift from St Nicholas' he smiled.

Some say that St Claus lives at the North Pole, or in Lapland, which is nearby. Every year, millions of children send him letters, saying what they'd like in their stockings for Christmas. Santa packs his bulging sack ɑnd sets off on his sleigh, pulled by nine flying reindeer.

Santa isn't the only person to bring presents at Christmas. Italian children wait for La Befana, a kind, old witch. She didn't join the kings to visit Jesus because she had to sweep her house. Now she searches for the baby every Christmas, leaving presents as she goes. In Sweden, children leave out a bowl of porridge for the Tomte, a gnome who lives under the floorboards. Children in Syria leave out hay, for the three kings' youngest camel. In the morning, the hay was vanished ɑnd presents are there instead. In Germany, children write letters to a Christmas angel called the Christkind, asking him to leave their parents under the tree. People open their presents at different times too. In Holland, the paper is torn off on St. Nicholas Day, December 6th. In Scandinavia ɑnd Germany, Christmas Eve is the big night. Then Christmas morning is free for church ɑnd visiting friends.
But in Britain, Australia, the US ɑnd many other countries, everyone has to wait for Christmas Day. For hundred of years, presents came without cards, until in 1843, an artist named John Callcot Horsley invented the first ever Christmas card. Now more than ten thousand million Christmas cards are sent every year.

Christmas Around the World - Lesley Sims

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